Richmond, VA - 1930 Newspaper Article: Reminiscences of a Virginia Minister Submitted for use in the USGenWeb Archives by: Gary Coldren ************************************************************************ USGENWEB ARCHIVES NOTICE: These electronic pages may NOT be reproduced in any format for profit or presentation by any other organization or persons. Persons or organizations desiring to use this material, must obtain the written consent of the contributor, or the legal representative of the submitter, and contact the listed USGenWeb archivist with proof of this consent. The submitter has given permission to the USGenWeb Archives to store the file permanently for free access. http://www.usgwarchives.net ************************************************************************ Taken from the RICHMOND TIMES-DISPATCH, Richmond, Virginia, dated Sunday May 25, 1930. REMINISCENCES OF A VIRGINIA MINISTER Early Life of The Rev. Richard Ferguson-Gathering Of The War Clouds And The Call To Arms-Sickness, Capture And An Attempted Escape- Solitary Confinement And The Evils Of Prison Fare-Parole At Last- Peace And Its Attendant Hardships-The Close Of A Useful And Courageous Life Editor's Note: This article, written by the late Rev. Richard Ferguson about two years ago, was found among his personal effects with a note that it should be published, after his death, in The Times-Dispatch. It will be of interest to thousands of his old parishioners and friends all over the Commonwealth of Virginia where he preached as a member of the Virginia Conference of the Methodist Church for fifty years. Its historical interest will make it attractive reading for all who are interested in the Civil War period. By Rev. Richard Ferguson Outstanding events and unusual conditions leave a lasting imprint on the youthful mind. My father was stricken while at the dinner table. My mother having so often applied her fingers to my forehead when ill, my first thought was to render the soothing aid. The camphor bottle was not necessarily needed. It was the slightly dampened fingers and the warmth of the fond hands that did the rubbing that impressed me. I climbed on the back of father's chair and dampened my fingers on my tongue, massaging his head as well as a nine-year-old boy could, while mother set about to get the doctor. Four years after my father's death, mother followed him, so that the age of thirteen found me an orphan. A large landed estate was divided among the several children, and I was fortunate in having a noble man appointed as my guardian. All my financial affairs were looked after by William M.Gill until my brother James became of age. Having an ample income and an exceedingly lenient guardian, I was not hampered in my early ambitions. I educated myself and had enough Scotch blood in me to know how to save the pennies. My early training, sympathy for the ignorant malefactor, and a fair book knowledge of the achievements of John Wesley and his like, gave a definite leaning towards the ministry as a life work; so that at the age of thirteen I prepared my first sermon from Matthew 13th chapter 30th verse, "Let both grow together, but at the harvest time burn the tares and save the wheat." It is not to my credit that this sermon, although reconstructed in later years, was probably little improved over the original. I received my A.B. degree from Randolph-Macon College in 1858 at the age of 19, the school then being located at Boydton, Va. During the following two years my brother Sam and I farmed on our property in Dinwiddie County, near the Nottoway River. During these years of comparative quiet I settled in my mind that I would enter the ministry and would have been licensed in 1860 had not illness kept me from attending conference. Now the war clouds were gathering. Things were happening thick and fast. Bugle notes and the beat of the drum were becoming familiar sounds. No able-bodied white man in Virginia could evade the urge to arms. I felt it my duty to do my part, and in 1861 joined the Nottoway Grays, a company formed at Blacks and Whites, now Blackstone, and was a private in Company "G", Eighteenth Virginia Regiment. Unlike many who said good-bye to mothers and fathers, wives or sweethearts, I left no tightening heart strings behind me, and went away with a determination to shoot straight and often, as long as Virginia needed me. I soon found that standing up in front of minnie balls was quite a different thing from the quiet secure life on the Nottoway River. The first skirmish was a thrill. The enemy opened fire from a clump of trees across a branch. I first thought the crack of the muskets was the noise coming from men breaking down the dry reeds in the thicket, but breaking reeds do not sing the y-o-o-o-o in your ears, and in short order I was aware of the fact that I was still Dick Ferguson, but more than that, I was pretty apt to be the soft spot for some well-directed Yankee bullet! We made our first march from Manassas Junction to Centerville, six miles or more. I was taken with measles which weakened my constitution, and afterwards had a severe attack of fever, then called camp fever, which nearly cost me my life. When the army was reorganized in 1862 I did not re-enlist on account of ill-health-Adjutant-General Cooper gave me an order relieving me from duty, and I went back and forth from home to my old company, and fought in several battles with them. I was twice wounded when I actually belonged to no regular command. I recall with what delight the whole regiment used to cheer me when I would return to the command. On the Rappahannock River, near Steveburg, on the march to the Second Manassas field, when I returned they cried out, "Boys, we are going to have another fight. Here comes Dick Ferguson!" And soon the guns were booming from both sides of the river. I followed the army as long as I could walk, but at Yorktown was forced to give up and go home again. As I lay on the steamer waiting passage to West Point the guns from the warships of the Federals continually shelled us. About dark we reached West Point, where I spent one of the most miserable nights of my life. I finally arrived home, but was too ill to remember how or when I got there. I seldom stayed at a hospital more than a night at a time. On account of being seriously wounded at Second Manassas I did not get into the battles at Boonesboro or Sharpsburg. When the army was not marching or fighting battles, I looked after the sick and wounded as best I could. Once single-handed I secretly removed three of our best men from Chimborazo Hospital, and possibly saved their lives by getting them home. I had provided passports, and had an omnibus at the foot of the hill to receive them as they followed me. All of them were very ill with fever afterwards. When the battle of Gaines Mill took place I had gone to take home Captain Richard Irby, who had been stricken with fever, but returned in time to participate in the battle at Frazier's Farm, where I was again wounded. The surgeons sent me back to the camp near Richmond, but the day after the Malvern Hill battle I returned in an army wagon, in the hope of being present at the capture of McClellan's army! Drs. Gaines and Ferguson had me carried in an ambulance, remarking that a man who would come back in such condition ought to be cared for. I was struck by a nearly spent bullet before I had fired a gun. They told me to apply a wet towel to the wound constantly. My schoolmate and friend, John H. Gill, chief of the litter bearers, advised that I go to the rear, but I said "No, John, I will not leave for such a trifle." To my surprise and great distress in the midst of the battle, I found my friend's dead body in the road. He had been killed while helping a wounded man from the field. My old guardian had two sons in the army, John and Creighton Gill, the one killed at Frazier's Farm and the other at Gettysburg, both noble young men. Soon afterwards I joined my old company as my health had been restored. Colonel Carrington made me sergeant-major and then I was re-elected lieutenant in my old company "G", when the first vacancy occurred. Soon after that I was promoted to adjutant of the regiment, and I recommended my young friend Creighton Gill to the sergeant-major's place. Gill was shot at my side in the charge of Pickett's men at Gettysburg and died from the wounds. We were pausing right at the celebrated clump of trees. Near-by was one of the Webb boys, who was bleeding profusely from a wound under the eye. I applied a handkerchief which he held with his hand. He died shortly from the wound. These are sad things to relate since all of these and many other killed and wounded at that point were my dearest friends, and in many cases and been my boyhood chums. Colonel Carrington was there too, wounded, with one finger shot off, and in his report to his superior testified that I took up unmanned guns and fired again and again at the enemy retiring back of the hill where now stands the Hancock Monument. It is hard to estimate time under such circumstances, but it must have been fifteen minutes or more that my gun fire and his prudence held General Hancock's Corps back. How I longed for reinforcements from General Lee, but none ever came, so all I could do was to lie down and play off wounded, which I succeeded in doing until about sunset, when I was ordered to the rear along with Colonel Carrington and others. I did not cease firing until Colonel Carrington and others requested that I quit as it was only drawing fire from the enemy in return. I could but weep when my dear wounded comrades cried out to us, "please give us water," but the Federals said, "No, we will see after them." I had intended when dark came to crawl back into our lines. Let me make the positive assertion here that no Federal soldiers (except possibly some wounded man) nor any organized body of the enemy were on that line of the clump of trees while I was there, which at the outset of the charge, we were directed to keep in view. There is where General Armistead was killed while turning one of the enemy's cannon on them. I am thus emphatic about this because some of the infantry and a few of the artillery men of the enemy have tried to make it appear that they persisted in holding their lines intact. I wish to say further the Club Musket Monument representing these men as clubbing us with their muskets near by that point portrays an action was is wholly untrue! The next day the prisoners were marched to Baltimore under double lines of cavalry and infantry, put in Fort McHenry, and then a few days afterwards carried to Fort Delaware. This place was a mud hole and the cistern water was filled with germs. Each day we were marched to the mess hall to feed on a tin cup of soup often specked with flies, and a slice of bread and a piece of hard beef. This state of affairs lasted for three weeks. General Schoepf, who was in command, seemed disposed to be as kind as circumstances would permit. From there all the officers were carried to Johnson's Island, near Sandusky city on Lake Erie, which contained thirteen acres, and the government had erected thirteen buildings in two numbered rows, six on each side and number thirteen at the foot of the street. One and two were divided into small rooms to hold ten or a dozen men while the others had large rooms capable of holding fifty or sixty. There we were held for the remaining months in 1863 and the whole of 1864 and two months in 1865, twenty months in all. At first the authorities allowed us to purchase anything we desired in the way of food or clothing. Those who had friends and could get money lived well. Fortunately there was a friend of my father's, E.G. Booth, who had married in Philadelphia. He saw my name among the prisoners and wrote me how I could get money. He referred me to Mrs. Angie W. Emley of Philadelphia. She was Miss Angie Wilson of Hampton, Va., and had married a Mr. Emley of Philadelphia. She was a staunch friend of all the Southern soldiers confined in the various prisons, and made me her agent at Johnson's Island. She acted discreetly and wisely in getting money from many sources to supply the needs of the prisoners. Major Bright of General Pickett's staff was her kinsman. I first met her after the war in Halifax County, Va., where her uncle, a Mr. Bright, had refugeed and then visited her in her home in Philadelphia. She was a noble woman, a choice spirit and full of human kindness. I wish to leave this tribute to her memory. The South's suffering in prison never had a more deserving and faithful friend. After the close of the war I rejoiced that I was able to return all the money Mr. Booth had loaned me. Early after our imprisonment, Captain Robert McCulloch, Company "B" Eighteenth Virginia, and I began to plan our escape. We selected a ditch running from the prison to the lake shore. At the mouth of the ditch was a large lantern with reflectors like the lamps to the engine of a train, but under it was a dark spot-no light could shine. We had watched from high places in prison and noticed where a vine dresser had tied up his boat and locked it. We had made a saw out of a carpenter's square and provided files and other things necessary. But when all things seemed favorable Captain McCulloch, who was suffering from a wound he had received in his foot, commenced having chills and was unable to go, so he recommended Hector M. Bruce, a lieutenant in the Florida company, to take his place. The fence on the side of the prison next to the water was made of scantling placed about three inches apart in order to admit air. It was thirteen feet high, and three feet down from the top was a parapet for the sentinel's walk, and each had a sentry box to get in during a rain. Our success depended upon a stormy night with the waves lashing the shore to drown the sound of our saw, and a little rain to hold the sentry in his box while we operated. Sure enough a night of favorable conditions came, but Bruce said he was fearful he might not be able to row the boat two miles to Sandusky City alone on a stormy night, and as I was inexperienced in rowing a boat, he suggested that I get a third man. I tried several before succeeding, and at last found a major who consented to go. Many hands were all kind in assisting me and Lieutenant Harvey, afterwards a doctor of Danville, gave me suitable clothing and Colonel Graves of Yanceyville, N.C., exchanged a gold coin of ten dollars for a check on my account in the hands of the purser who held our money, and also gave me an old-fashioned knife with different contrivances attached; Colonel Carrington furnished me a letter of introduction to a wealthy friend of his in Montreal, Canada, the point we aimed to strike from Sandusky City. This letter I sewed up in my sleeve. Thus equipped, each with a hand satchel, we took to the ditch and made a successful crawl to the fence. One would watch the movements of the sentinel while another sawed. When we sawed through the scantling once we thought to be able to pull one of the palings out of the ground but found that we would have to make another cut. This done, we took out the piece and afterwards replaced it so that it would not be noticed. At the corner was a blockhouse with a cannon and a guard to turn it on the prisoners should there be such a thing as a general outbreak. There was also a flight of steps on either side of the blockhouse to get up and down from the parapet. Thus far all was well. I was leader and the others were to follow. I went up the lake shore, which was ten paces from the fence and Bruce followed me, but the major thought it safer to walk at the side of the fence under the parapet. As he came from under the steps he met the officer of the guard face to face! He made him prisoner, threw out the guard, had the long rolls sounded and the whole force was put under arms. Bruce was soon captured, and I was in such a fix I did not know what to do. I finally determined to lie down and hide myself until things got quiet. I hid in a brush pile, at the same time covered up in the sand a pistol which had been given me by one of my fellow-prisoners. It was raining a little so I covered myself with my oilcloth. I soon heard the boats going around the island and a half dozen or more different searching parties passed by me. At last an officer with a lantern came up to the brush pile and said "What's that?" and with a cocked pistol ordered me up. I asked him to put up his pistol, saying I had no notion of trying to escape in the face of an island full of armed soldiers. It was then through him I learned that they had frightened the major and made him tell who and how many had gotten out, and how they escaped. The major was a kindhearted fellow but lacked the judgment and backbone of his companions. I was taken to the guardhouse and searched. They took the gold piece and the knife, and had the money placed to my credit, and when I left the island returned the knife, which I sent to Colonel Groves' family after the close of the war. They did not notice several little things which I had on my person, such as a pocket compass, matches and candles. I recall how some of them laughed when they made me open the little satchel and found chiefly crackers and cheese. I said I had been a soldier too long not to provide rations! A dutchman conducted me to a dungeon under the guardhouse, saying in broken English, "Ve haf a place for sich fellows as you is." Bruce and the major had already been assigned to their boxes. My clothing was very damp, but they gave me a blanket. After things became quiet I struck a match and lit my little piece of candle. The dungeon seemed to be constructed of one-inch oak boards, bottom, sides and top, and was about four feet square and five feet high. That was the most miserable night of my life. My first thought was to set fire to the thing, but I decided this would not do. Finally slumber came. In the morning, after giving us some food, we were taken to the office of Colonel Pierson, the commandant of the prison. He said, since we would not remain quietly and peaceable where we were placed, he had decided to require us to take paroles not to attempt to escape. Being the first who had gotten out of the prison, remembering the dungeon, and not knowing what would be done with us, we consented to take the paroles. This was in September. The following December we wrote a letter to Colonel Pierson withdrawing the paroles and asking to be put on the same footing as other prisoners. He sent for us on Christmas Eve, 1863, and spoke harshly, saying we were not disposed to submit to authority, but if we did not renew the paroles he would have us put in close confinement. We stepped back a little and conferred together. The major said his health was poor and he could not stand close confinement, so he was put back in prison. Bruce and I were consigned to the strong pen with the condemned men, spies and criminals. On the east side of the prison was a small house that would hold a dozen or more men, with stakes around limiting their walks. Most of these men had on blocks and chains, but were ingenious enough to pick the blocks and put them off and on as circumstances demanded. Just before sunset of the same day we were carried to the guard house where Colonel Pierson met us. He seemed to have softened in his treatment and manner toward us and said he hated to keep us in close confinement and if we would take the parole until the 15th of April he would be satisfied. We conferred again and told him politely and kindly we did not want to be cut off from the privileges of our fellow prisoners (we hoped to escape). Then he said he did not expect to be in command of the prison longer than the first of March and if we would take the parole till the 15th of March he would take care of us. Having visions of freedom through escape we again refused and he became disgusted, telling the officer of the guard if we did not agree to the parole to put us back in close confinement. After further consultation we decided that he had nothing to gain, so yielded, and were put back in prison. But, when the time of our release from that obligation came, all sorts of schemes for getting out had been exhausted and we had to make ourselves satisfied. The winter following (1864), I helped Captain Farinholt to make his escape across the lake on the ice. Never before or since have I felt as blue as when I watched his form passing beyond my visions to freedom! Many of the prisoners escaped and they were quite ingenious in their plans. The safest method was to buy a Yankee uniform from some one who would "take" money. At nightfall, on a cold night, the prisoner would don the Federal clothes and nonchalantly stroll along through the lines down to the frozen lake and across the ice to freedom. The sun never went down, while I was confined in this prison, that I did not hope in some way to escape before the morning-but while we bravely tried out every conceivable plan, it seemed the old Latin maxim: "fortes, fortuna adjuvat," was not working in our case. I am satisfied the hand of Providence foiled our plan to escape in the vine trimmer's boat though, because the storm increased and had we gotten out on the lake that night in a small boat we would probably have found a watery grave. On Washington's birthday while the prisoners were celebrating, an amusing incident occurred. The authorities were sending in an officer and a gifted orator from Arkansas was speaking. He had just finished a parody on the "Star-Spangled Banner" saying just as the officer of the day arrived: "Fellow prisoners, I know it is all wrong to abuse these Yankees, but I am reminded of an old grandmother who was lecturing her daughter about kissing her sweetheart when the daughter confided: `Grandmother, I know it is all wrong, but it is so soothing!". Captain Fellows after the war became a prominent lawyer in New York. Being in a prison and under parole not to attempt to escape I made myself as comfortable as possible and began to devote myself to study. I took up French and made good progress as I was well up on Latin. I also secured a Hebrew grammar, through a friend, Mrs. Emley, but without a teacher, made indifferent progress. I read many books, studied Greek, attempted to preach to my fellow prisoners and actually did a lot of ground work for my future activities. It was my duty to detail men to look after the sick in the hospital and frequently I spent whole nights there myself. This was a voluntary employment which gave me much pleasure. Certain prisoners were detailed to do the cooking. Two young bucks from Arkansas were on duty in the kitchen when they became rebellious and commenced raising quite a disturbance. I went in as a peacemaker. One of them was so infuriated that he let go a billet of stove wood, aimed at my head, with such force that he threw his shoulder out of joint. Had not this seemingly providential interception come about I would probably have been killed or seriously wounded. I called on him several times while he was in the hospital and he became a staunch friend. The failure to exchange prisoners was short-sightedness on the part of both governments due chiefly to General Grant's attitude. He thought it good policy, but his course caused much suffering and many deaths among prisoners on both sides. The Federals soon cut our rations in retaliation as they said, for the treatment of their men at Andersonville, Richmond and other places, but there were vast differences in the resources of the two governments. We were held in prison in a land flowing with milk and honey, and could have had the luxuries at our own expense, while the Confederate government was impoverished and did the best they could for their prisoners, even offering to parole them and allow the Federals to send supplies of medicine and luxuries for their sick ones. It seemed utter cruelty to keep men confined when it could have been avoided by a wise exchange or a parole. Lovelace said: Stone walls do not a prison make, Nor iron bars a cage- but in my case prison was prison. Fighting battles was glorious action, but prison life was distressingly hard. Let others sit behind bars but give me freedom even in the face of shot and shell. No more doleful sounds ever reached my ears than the lashing of the waves against our hated prison walls, on stormy nights when Jupiter Pluvius rode over Lake Erie on his bucking steed. We fellows confined on this small island, leading a life of forced inactivity, slept no-we had no lights and the crashing waves would startle a dozing prisonmate. Then the prison prattle would be renewed and the fellow who feigned sleep was soon awakened to realization of the fact that prisoners do not sleep during stormy nights on Johnson's Island. To this day when I go down to the sea the break of the waves on the shore awakens a rebellion in me! After twenty long months, during which time many had died and others withered to uselessness through grief and confinement, in 1865, we were paroled alphabetically. I was in the first squad that departed in March. We had to walk across to Sandusky City on the ice. We fell many times, but at last held on to the sledge on which the baggage was carried and got across without serious injury. We arrived in Richmond about March 12 and received a few months' pay. Captain Frazier of the Fifty-sixth Virginia and I kept in close touch with each other. In Petersburg we paid $25 for a breakfast at the old Jarratt Hotel. After much tribulation we finally reached Wilson's depot near which his aunt, a Mrs. Threat, lived. The battercakes she served us were never duplicated! Shortly after we reached our homes General Grant broke through the Southern lines at Five Forks and General Lee abandoned Petersburg and Richmond. While I was in the back yard preparing to depart and travel parallel to General Lee's army, I saw a squadron of cavalry coming down the long lane at full speed. I rushed to the garden gate, latched it and was untieing my horse which was tethered in the orchard. I found if I stopped to loosen the horse I would be caught so I ran with all speed to the pines. As I was entering the woods the foremost men reached the gate to the garden, and cried out, "Stop, you hellion," but the hellion kept going up the hill through the pines, and finally hid himself in a thicket. At the fence they paused and finally gave up the pursuit. I learned afterwards they reported that my coat-tail stood straight behind me that they never saw a fellow run faster! They searched the house and found a new uniform I had just purchased. One of them would have taken it but another said: "You now have more clothes than you can carry." They did take a diary containing a record of practically all of my activities in the war which I prized more highly than anything else. They inquired of my sister why I ran if I was paroled. She replied that I had no notion of being taken prisoner again. After reconnoitering I emerged from the woods and spying my brother's son learned from him the direction the troops had gone. They had taken his father's horse but left mine because she would not lead. They took my brass stirrups and left their wooden ones. I soon saddled my horse and departed for Brunswick County, making for Clarksville in the rear of General Lee's army. I sent Captain Price off into Brunswick County on a wounded horse which cost me $5,000 in Confederate money. Captain Price was a fellow prisoner from Texas who was unable to reach his home and was visiting me. He and I stopped for several days at the home of Mr. Blackwell, my brother-in-law, in Lunenburg County. There we learned the heartbreaking news of the surrender of General Lee. George Seay, a member of my old company, lived in Lunenburg, and his father's home was not far away. He was on his way from Appomattox. I proposed that we take his horse. Our's were hidden in the pines. As we journeyed and crossed a little creek ascending a hill, we saw three Yankee soldiers coming towards us. We first turned our horses to run away, but decided to meet them boldly as we were both paroled prisoners. They seized the bridles of our horses and demanded them of us. We protested, saying by the terms of General Lee's surrender we were entitled to our horses. Then the fellow that held mind lifted my watch and the other said, "They are old soldiers, let them go." All the time we were parleying, the third man, who was a Negro soldier, was pouring down volleys of wrath upon us. To him we made no replies. Soon after we got rid of them, I turned through the woods back to the place where we tied our horses. Yankee soldiers from Nottoway Courthouse came and abused my sister, saying she was harboring rebels, and they carried off my brother-in-law's horses. The next day we made for Nottoway Courthouse in search of our horses and boldly asked for the commanding general. He was kind and courteous and gave us an order permitting us to search for the horses and take them wherever we found them. We found and appropriated two. All the time the Yankee soldiers were cursing and abusing us. Our only words were: "You have the advantage of us for we are prisoners." After some days Captain Price and I set out for my home in Dinwiddie County by the same route we had come and he soon left for Texas. We found upon our return that two Negro soldiers, one professing to be from New Hampshire and the other from Vermont, had come and taken possession of my home and were organizing a company of Negroes. They went around daily pillaging the homes and intimidating the citizens. Two of three of our old citizens reported it to General Wilcox, then in command at Wilson'' Depot. He sent a squadron of cavalry to capture them. When the cavalry arrived the Negroes had just returned from an excursion in Brunswick County. The soldiers fired into them and killed and wounded several. I never learned what punishment was meted out to them. One of the leaders hid under the house and the next day some of the Yankee soldiers were informed of his whereabouts by Peter Coleman, my army servant, who had just returned home. They ripped up the floor and captured him. Peter was a most faithful servant to me. When I went into battle at Gettysburg I committed to him my watch and pocketbook which he delivered to my brother. After my capture he went with my brother Sam, who was a member of my old company and followed the regiment on the retreat after Brother Sam was wounded and captured at Five Forks in Dinwiddie County. When I returned to my old home brother James lived with me. A Yankee soldier came along and said he heard a bushwhacker was there. I told brother James I would go out and talk with him, that I was not afraid of any man even though he did carry a gun. I succeeded in convincing the soldier we had never indulged in that sort of warfare. So he departed. I had fully made up my mind that should he attempt to capture me there would be a stout tussle for his gun. The war being over, my brother and I commenced preparing to plant a crop, since he had a large family to provide for. We planted corn and oats and saved the whole crop. 1865 was one of the most seasonable and favorable years for farming I ever recall. Everything was in confusion, but my brother had hidden a good lot of supplies. In the fall of 1866 I opened a private school, chiefly for the education of my brother's children, and taught for three years in succession, at the same time preparing for the ministry. Although preachers were needed, it seemed there were more than could be taken care of. So I was not licensed until 1868, when I threw myself into the work, assisting the Rev. George N. Guy on the circuit where I had been raised. My first sermons were delivered to those with whom I had been brought up. In 1869 I joined the conference at Richmond, and from then on became an active minister of the Gospel until I requested a superannuate relation in 1918. It cannot be gainsaid that slavery was cruel. Few of the better classes in the South believed that existing conditions would continue, and it is my opinion the whole question could have been settled amicably had not a few hotheads taken things in their own hands. Slavery was recognized and the South had its millions invested. If a wise man like Abraham Lincoln had been allowed to work out a plan without hindrance there would probably never have been any such thing as the barbarous Civil War. Anyhow, for my part, I was relieved of a great responsibility when the slaves were set free. We old fellows, who stood up in defense of what our States believed to be right, had a deep-seated impression of having been led along the path of duty, and that we gave what we had was the best evidence of our faith. I had thousands tied up in Confederate bonds which had no value, so that, the war over, I started life anew, with plenty of acreage but little actual cash. I never let go of my estate, and from time to time during my life as a minister I sold timber from my farm, the proceeds being a wonderful aid in rearing and educating my children. I turned over to the trustee of Randolph-Macon College the sum of $200 many years ago to be invested until the close of the present century, and then added to the endowment fund of the college. I have added to my original contribution a number of times until I do not know what the sum amounts to now. I have been blessed with many comforts, and though I am beyond ninety years in age, am able to see and think clearly. These few incidents of my life, not having been previously recorded, are left as a slight contribution to the history of the Civil War happenings, and the manuscript has been delivered to my son with a request that it be not published until after my death. The use of the ego has been liberal, but I am sure those who knew me will be charitable. It was my ambition to finish out four score years and ten. This having been achieved, I lay down my pen and to my friends say adieu! RICHARD FERGUSON. July 1928, Tampa, Fla. Born, 1838 Re-typed by his great granddaughter, Margaret Meredith Ferguson Coldren on Feb. 10, 2001. Manuscript was passed down in the family from Richard Ferguson to his son, Cornelius Guy Ferguson , and to his son, my father, Cornelius Guy Ferguson, Jr. 15 8